summer?

the first day of official summer just landed in my lap.
waking up with that deep deep sense of happiness knowing that you have completed a fantastic year is actually replaced with a pounding headache and the realization that you have weeks of exhaustion to overcome.
you stumble through the day more tired than you have been in weeks because even though psychologically you know that you can relax, emotionally and mentally you are still trying to recover from the stress of the last few days.
so your body is extra lethargic, extra slow, extra haggard.
it takes a good long while to start to actually realize that summer is actually here and that i can truly, for real, relax.