sometimes decisions come that shatter you. decisions that you wish could change but that you know won't. worlds turn upside down, swirl around, mix up.
everything changes and scatters and breaks.
you are left wondering how it even was glued together in the first place.
pain, hurt, anger, confusion, loyalty lost.
infringing on your kindness, eating at your honor, creeping it's way into your otherwise happy heart.
assumptions are made, worlds are shaken, loves and lives are lost.
unknown. all of it.
wishing someone gave you direction.
wishing someone told you how it all turns out.
trusting.
trusting a Higher power, something more than what this offers.
knowing that what is beyond is so much greater than what is here.
space and distance might change things but the heart is changed forever.
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