heart racing, body numb.
thoughts circling in and out and all around.
the crevices of my mind.
too much to process that eventually spills into not being able to control.
overcome with emotion, rage, hurt, anger, injustice.
that swells and subsides all too quickly.
trying to make sense, to talk myself out of, to explain.
but it all jumbles.
and time.
doesn't exist.
time just sits there being occupied by other things.
trying to cry to release the pain.
but it doesn't come.
it's stubborn. it wants to stay.
underlying current of sadness dictates.
trying to come to peace.
to love.
to see again the way i used to.
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